I've noticed I'm starting to get depressed. I feel awful. Each day that passes I'm hating Eric more and more. I have no idea what he is going through, so I can't say he did it to me on purpose. I can't stop thinking about everything else though. I hate him because of how much he hurt me, but I feel so bad that he lets his emotions rule him. Him not wanting to control his anger is what makes me hate him so much. I love him, but I will never be able to love him the way I did before.
I'm beginning to feel I meant nothing to him. He never opened up to me before so what makes me think he will now. Especially since we aren't even together. I just want to forget about him. I'm beginning to feel empty. Like he literally took my heart away from me.
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