I'm Just a Burden

Im feeling empty. I feel so weird. Not like I normally feel. I can't stop thinking about cutting or overdosing. I told my mom that I thought that I needed to go to the hospital. She asked why and I explained. She said I need to be considerate about how that disrupts their life. If she only knew what it was like. I wanted to yell at her and tell her how I felt, but I couldn't. I simply want to die.